Why are you not taking advantage of the wealth of knowledge that exist in books?
Over 100 billion people have lived on earth. Is it possible that there were people smarter than you that lived before you? If you would agree the answer is yes then is it possible that some of those people wrote books about how to improve life on this planet? If you would agree the answer is yes then the question becomes why are you not taking advantage of the wealth of knowledge that exist in books to improve your life?
Read James Allen's book, "As A Man Thinketh" it will change your life.
Best Wishes, Charles E. Milder
